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Can i please cry uncontrolablly right now. For some reason I just really want to cry. UGH!!!! I really wish my mom could hug me!!!!!!!!

UGH!!!!

Okay, so right now I am really frustrated. These kids(the fosters they take care of twice a month) are REALLY nerve pinching. They try to get under your skin. I can handle it, but when they are not around I am just like FINALLY I know that is bad but only one of them is really nice. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 acres!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so a full week here on the ranch, nine days to go! I am going to miss this soooo much! i have already started looking at horses and boarding, feed, hay, water, shoes, shots, meds, vitamins, so on and so on, oh not to mintion saddles, bridals, sturups, brushes, combs, etc. i am having so much fun! i mowwed two acres of grass today on a craftman with a seat. it was cool cuz it was quiet. I miss everyone, but i am going to miss everyone here too!!!!! *sigh* gotta love beeing thousands of miles away from really good friends! UGH!

BUDDY!!!!

Ok, so Buddy is a horse at the ranch i am at. He is really tall and big. I got to saddle and ride him and put his bridal in which let me tell you is NOT easy. I had a wonderful time riding, which i have not done in three years. i miss it a whole lot! i am even looking at horses and prices of hay and budget and stuff because i REALLY want one. not just to say oh i have a horse, but oh my word, it took swallowing dust, getting fingers bruised, and getting slobbered on, and getting my new tee shirt dirty, and a LOT of sweat, but i still had the most amazing time. the hard work is well worth it and i wish i could explain how good it felt to be back in a saddle!!!!

restless

I can't sleep, was able to talk to my best friends today, some only for five minutes others for like thiry. i can't sleep. i am a little home sick but being here is amazing too. if i could have everyone from home here i would be fine! oh well, i guess it comes with the territory. i am sleepy but can't sleep, perfect sense right? i am talking to my mom on facebook now woohoo, but still. oh well.

eighteen

Well, today I turn eighteen without my parents. It is strange, but fun. Going to ihop for breakfast and facebook is insane with people telling me, but I wonder if they really care if it is my birthday or not. Probably not. At least I have true friends that are few.

the lake

Okay, so I am in the big city of the state and we are going to a lake house! I am going to miss the ranch but I get a new bathing suit woohoo!!!!!

sleepy!!!!!

Okay, so it has been a long day of cancellations, reschedules, delays, wrong gates, and everything, I am exhausted and I think I am suffering dizziness from the flying but it was amazing! I am with people you love me and whom I love dearly!!!!! Shout out to all my friends thomas, kara, misha, christian, shannon, mom and dad (all names are closed to bloggers for safety purposes, yes I know it may see stupid. Anyways, :) one more hpur and I can sleep

we're sorran flyin'.....

Okay so the plane ride was jumpy at first, I was nervous at first and then I was all good. It is amazing! The clouds were gorgeous and I have a great flying partner! I miss everyone at home already! LOVE YOU GUYS!

I'M BAAACCCCKKKKK!!!!!!

Okay, so, since the last time I blogged I have forgotten about my guy trouble cuz he was a jerk! I have amazing friends!!! And I am flying for the first time in my life! I got a new phone, so I am going to try mobil blogging! Work is going great and so is my life, the bumps and curves are only what make me who I am! :D peace out, flight tomorrow!!!! Wooohooooooo!!!!!!!