moving day two

day two of moving was rough, i am exhausted! i fell again and keep hitting the same hand in the same place. anyways, i just wanted to say, if you move, make sure you throw away stuff, it is a massive pain if you don't!

moving.....

okay, so my room is like the only room but the kitchen with everything packed O.o i get to have my room first woohoo ^.^ anyways, it is really hot today, and there is a pool right outside my door which is so not fair considering i have to unpack and stuff when i really want to go swimming, in other news, i am going to go ice skating when out rink opens back up from floor remodling. i find skating soothing, although i no longer have lessons it is still a whole lot of fun! anyways, i have to go.....have a great day!

long time no blog.....

okay, so it has been two months since my last post and i just wanna say....moving can be exciting. i will never disclose my whereabouts, but i will say it is going to be fun living with a pool :D anyways, i just thought i would blog for the heck of it. see ya...

D'=

Can i please cry uncontrolablly right now. For some reason I just really want to cry. UGH!!!! I really wish my mom could hug me!!!!!!!!

UGH!!!!

Okay, so right now I am really frustrated. These kids(the fosters they take care of twice a month) are REALLY nerve pinching. They try to get under your skin. I can handle it, but when they are not around I am just like FINALLY I know that is bad but only one of them is really nice. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 acres!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so a full week here on the ranch, nine days to go! I am going to miss this soooo much! i have already started looking at horses and boarding, feed, hay, water, shoes, shots, meds, vitamins, so on and so on, oh not to mintion saddles, bridals, sturups, brushes, combs, etc. i am having so much fun! i mowwed two acres of grass today on a craftman with a seat. it was cool cuz it was quiet. I miss everyone, but i am going to miss everyone here too!!!!! *sigh* gotta love beeing thousands of miles away from really good friends! UGH!

BUDDY!!!!

Ok, so Buddy is a horse at the ranch i am at. He is really tall and big. I got to saddle and ride him and put his bridal in which let me tell you is NOT easy. I had a wonderful time riding, which i have not done in three years. i miss it a whole lot! i am even looking at horses and prices of hay and budget and stuff because i REALLY want one. not just to say oh i have a horse, but oh my word, it took swallowing dust, getting fingers bruised, and getting slobbered on, and getting my new tee shirt dirty, and a LOT of sweat, but i still had the most amazing time. the hard work is well worth it and i wish i could explain how good it felt to be back in a saddle!!!!

restless

I can't sleep, was able to talk to my best friends today, some only for five minutes others for like thiry. i can't sleep. i am a little home sick but being here is amazing too. if i could have everyone from home here i would be fine! oh well, i guess it comes with the territory. i am sleepy but can't sleep, perfect sense right? i am talking to my mom on facebook now woohoo, but still. oh well.

eighteen

Well, today I turn eighteen without my parents. It is strange, but fun. Going to ihop for breakfast and facebook is insane with people telling me, but I wonder if they really care if it is my birthday or not. Probably not. At least I have true friends that are few.

the lake

Okay, so I am in the big city of the state and we are going to a lake house! I am going to miss the ranch but I get a new bathing suit woohoo!!!!!

sleepy!!!!!

Okay, so it has been a long day of cancellations, reschedules, delays, wrong gates, and everything, I am exhausted and I think I am suffering dizziness from the flying but it was amazing! I am with people you love me and whom I love dearly!!!!! Shout out to all my friends thomas, kara, misha, christian, shannon, mom and dad (all names are closed to bloggers for safety purposes, yes I know it may see stupid. Anyways, :) one more hpur and I can sleep

we're sorran flyin'.....

Okay so the plane ride was jumpy at first, I was nervous at first and then I was all good. It is amazing! The clouds were gorgeous and I have a great flying partner! I miss everyone at home already! LOVE YOU GUYS!

I'M BAAACCCCKKKKK!!!!!!

Okay, so, since the last time I blogged I have forgotten about my guy trouble cuz he was a jerk! I have amazing friends!!! And I am flying for the first time in my life! I got a new phone, so I am going to try mobil blogging! Work is going great and so is my life, the bumps and curves are only what make me who I am! :D peace out, flight tomorrow!!!! Wooohooooooo!!!!!!!

boys...

okay...guys are way too much trouble. The first time you like them they turn out to be something you never thought they were. And not only do I really like this guy, but I want to not like him and I have to be around him!!!! UGH!!!! Talk about torture, you try to let it go, but it just keeps coming back at full force every time you do get over it. Great! Just peachy! The heart in a place you cannot explain and sometimes do not want to understand, one thing is true.....it sure does make your life interesting.